Get fucked and Be Fucked

For all of my life, I adhere several moral codes.

1. Never lie
2. Never betray
3. Never fuck what's inappropriate to be fuck

And yet, I've been fucked. Total fucked up by some motherfuckers who think that I'm not that smart in the art of observation and human behavior.

Either friends, associates and ever ex-girlfriends. They fucked with me and fuck me to the max and testing my patience and toleration.

What's there for me to embrace rather that words that has been laid down to me. I trust human being as I see every single soul as an innocence creation.

What do I learn from human shall be summed up in one word; Hypocrite.

I have been fucked in the past, I shall be fucked in present time and I will be fucked in the future, this will be an interesting story for me.

I trust karma. I will be good to the good, good to the bad and good to the universe.

Life is short. I almost lost mine the day before yesterday, almost got rammed by a fucking MPV while crossing the road, it hits my shoulder but I was saved by a good samaritan.

What an ironic situation for me, I have been escaping death for many times, some says I should be grateful, some says I should repent, some say it's not my time yet to day but of course when the time came, it shall be tragic.

Life is short, and I have already given my piece of pie back to the society, I done my dues, I got nothing left for myself except for the fact that I need to work in order to sustain the life that I feel sad day by day.

It's hard to be positive and motivating myself just in order for me to escape from feeling depression, but somehow, I feel like I really should just ends everything now. It's totally fucked up when I started to feel disappointed because of human behavior.

It's really late and I can't really sleep, I am sleepy but my emotion are too powerful and swayed me to a melancholia lullaby. And yes, my lullaby will still be Gloomy Sunday, that's my fucking jam, that's my anthem.

Fuck me when you wanted it. I am fuckable. For surety, even my dick is community property, I wont dip my Napoleon BONERparte cock any nearer to any of these fucking cunt. And again, thank for the fuck. It's a good lesson and those of you has managed to convincing me that I am fucking stupid in putting faith upon every single soul that I know.

Fuck me for trying hard to be a fucking nice asshole.